I'm sorry for the times that I made you scream
for the times that I killed your dreams
for the times that I made your whole world rumble

for the times that I made you cry
for the times that I told you lies
for the times that I watched and let you stumble

it's too bad, but that's me
what goes around comes around, and you'll see
that I can carry the burden of pain
'cause it ain't the first time that a man goes insane
and when I spread my wings to embrace him for life
I'm suckin' out his love, I, I'll never be nobody's wife

I'm sorry for the times that I didn't come home
left you lyin' in that bed alone
was flyin' high in the sky when you needed my shoulder

you're like a stone hangin' round my neck, see
cut it loose before it breaks my back, see
I've gotta say what I feel before I grow older

I'm sorry but I ain't gonna change my ways
you know I've tried but I'm still the same
I've got to do it my way

It's too bad, but hey, that's me
what goes around comes around, and you'll see
that I can carry the burden of pain
'cause it ain't the first time, no, that a man goes insane
and when I spread my wings to embrace him for life
I'm suckin' out his love, I, I'll never be nobody's wife

It's too bad, but hey, that's me
what goes around comes around, and you'll see
that I can carry the burden of pain
'cause it ain't the first time, oh no, that a man goes insane
and when I spread my wings to embrace him for life
I'm suckin' out his love, I, I'll never be nobody's wife

I'll never be, never be, never gonna be, never gonna be, never gonna be
nobody's wife
nobody, yeah, nobody, yeah, no no no, never gonna be, never gonna be (fade out)

Anouk - Nobody's Wife

shit.. tankarna går som en jäkla propeller just nu tror jag.. alltså, vad lever vi i för samhälle just nu?? känns som om de är ett stort ego-samhälle, vi sätter oss själva på en pidestal som om vi vore nåt. VIsst man ska göra det i en viss mån med, men räcker det inte? när ska alla börja leva? katastrofer på katastrofer händer dagligen, då menar jag inte stora katastrofer som om jorden skulle gå under lr något sånt, utan såna man själv är i, de är också katastrofer, vet ni hur många som egentiligen bara lever på ytan, som innombords mår riktigt piss?!.. många... försök att uppskatta det lilla, tror man lite har glömt bort det..  många bara klagar på allt å alla hela tiden..  och nu ska jag inte bortse från mig själv heller.. jag är inte bättre än nån annan, jag försöker bara fundera lite på det...